aw, thank you. yeah, im doing well. ive just been a bit busy, and i havent really gotten onto to tumblr.
thank you love! & thats too bad too hear.. i hope the best for you :)
aw thank you! you too :)
its really funny because i dont actually use that what so ever. i treat all my close friends greatly and yes sometimes i get really upset and i may ignore you or engage in little conversation but i treat everyone fairly. i treat everyone the way i want to be treated.
first attempt: may 13 2013
never imagined it like this, very suttle actually. my mom just drove me to the hospital.. the doctors took it so gently, i imangined it so much more, dramatic. it just means more counseling
no dont be!! & you too :)
"November 18th 2012
The weekend was decent but anyways. Today, I broke my razor and two long and slim blades fell out. I took one of the baldes and put it to my skin. With the smallest move across my wrist, I started bleeding. It didnt even hurt. I fell into this weird trance or state where I couldn’t stop cutting. I wasnt sad, or depressed, I just liked pulling the blade across my skin and watching cuts form and bleed. It was like watching people dance across the stage, covered in red fabric. It was soothing and relaxing and now I cant stop. “